Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 9:53 AM
hmph..i juz need him now..need him to be like how we used to be..things just change now..i noe im ugly...that's right..i am ugly...what i have now is just a piece of heart whichis there to love him...Love him with all my heart...i juz failed to be a good galfwen to him...other peeps out there can make him morehapi and make him smile fer real..peeps who can give him life...a reali meaningful life...haiz....whoever out there who can tell mewhat im suppose to do...what must i do to my life?why must this be happening to me?i do not wish this to be a big mattertill i came it out to my blog...its just that i need him to read this and understandwhat im having right now...you cant just let me face all this all alone...i need you by my side...i just need you to face this fear with me...i told you this a million times,i am weak...i'll be weaker without you..haiz....what you promised, you wont do it...thats what you told me...if you cant even do a simple promise,how are you gona make OUR promise meaningful?you treat me like a Princess...And you make me feel that im beautiful...you make me someone who can see what love is...you cant juz take all my life awae juz bcoz i canlive before you came to my life?that's rong...!!!i love you fer hu you are...you cant leave me...you're my life...everyone in my family noes you...you're nice...and to me, you're cute...you alwaes make me smile and laugh...you make me love you till ican miss you like crazy...how can you take my happiness awae!haiz....please make our love as nice as how it usedto be....