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Friday, September 29, 2006 @ 10:00 AM
hmm.hmm.....
im sleepy when im typing this....
well, things goin mad inside me...
i've been crying alot the whole dae of yesterdae...
coz i didnt mit him...
he doesnt sound care at all...
or maybe he's hiding his feelings...
but i was hurt with all his werds yesterdae...
im reali hurt that i cud feel the pain inside...
i duno what to do,
so i open up my laptop and play my favourite
song...then tot of cheering him up,
i called him up with my low ppaid in my hp...
i wan him to listen...but what i got is the
shit from him....am i rong?
why must everything change?
i just feel lyk wanting to get out of his life...
just hoping that he wud be hapi without me...
he got his fwens...but me?
im onli holding the small kitty that he gave me...
the small soft toy kitty that cud not do anything..
but juz cud remind me of him....
haiz...did i do anything?
haiz..just now, another shit just came out...
Nana checked my fwenster fer me and i got
to know that his beloved ex msg me...
haiz...he alreadi told me not to add this gal as my fwen...
but i was stubborn that i just add this gal...
i knew it..i knew that this gal will msg me..
haiz...im juz afraid that if i contact her, Rafi
will fall fer her back...bcoz i know that he used
to love her alot...am i rong?
why must all this happen now?
Why must everything that hapen now,
are all rong in his eyes...?
i noe im alreadi too long fer him...
he need to get on with his own life...
i have to let him go...But i love him alot...
why can he bear with his fwens but not me?
i noe i have all negatives atitude...
but why cant he bear with me?
when i told him that im too stupid to understand
all this problems, he totally agreed with that..
he should at least console me when im feeling that wae...
he must have tired with me...
tired with my face...
tired with my jokes...
tired with my smile...
tired with my nonsense...
tired of everything...
tired with my love...
i duno how to make my love as new as how i
met him fer the first time...
everything changed...
but i do not wan my relationship to come to
an end....
im sleepy when im typing this....
well, things goin mad inside me...
i've been crying alot the whole dae of yesterdae...
coz i didnt mit him...
he doesnt sound care at all...
or maybe he's hiding his feelings...
but i was hurt with all his werds yesterdae...
im reali hurt that i cud feel the pain inside...
i duno what to do,
so i open up my laptop and play my favourite
song...then tot of cheering him up,
i called him up with my low ppaid in my hp...
i wan him to listen...but what i got is the
shit from him....am i rong?
why must everything change?
i just feel lyk wanting to get out of his life...
just hoping that he wud be hapi without me...
he got his fwens...but me?
im onli holding the small kitty that he gave me...
the small soft toy kitty that cud not do anything..
but juz cud remind me of him....
haiz...did i do anything?
haiz..just now, another shit just came out...
Nana checked my fwenster fer me and i got
to know that his beloved ex msg me...
haiz...he alreadi told me not to add this gal as my fwen...
but i was stubborn that i just add this gal...
i knew it..i knew that this gal will msg me..
haiz...im juz afraid that if i contact her, Rafi
will fall fer her back...bcoz i know that he used
to love her alot...am i rong?
why must all this happen now?
Why must everything that hapen now,
are all rong in his eyes...?
i noe im alreadi too long fer him...
he need to get on with his own life...
i have to let him go...But i love him alot...
why can he bear with his fwens but not me?
i noe i have all negatives atitude...
but why cant he bear with me?
when i told him that im too stupid to understand
all this problems, he totally agreed with that..
he should at least console me when im feeling that wae...
he must have tired with me...
tired with my face...
tired with my jokes...
tired with my smile...
tired with my nonsense...
tired of everything...
tired with my love...
i duno how to make my love as new as how i
met him fer the first time...
everything changed...
but i do not wan my relationship to come to
an end....
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♥Nora.
♥Dyla.
♥Elaine.
♥Zira.
♥Raisha.
♥Eza.
♥Mei Gwan.
♥Juliana.