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♥Raihah♥

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Monday, August 28, 2006 @ 3:35 PM

hei hei hei...
been sick many many daes...
its because of the whether lor...
haiz... Rafi's sill the same...Still as sweet as ever...

but todae i feel reali down...
duno what to do...or maybe i duno why...

went to esplanade with him yesterdae..
it nice...we went to the Spore River...
Then went inside the esplanade library...
haha...we feel so weird when everyone was staring at us...
as if they were so quiet!
Macam Paham! That's what he oways saes...hehe...
we duno what to do, so i took one of the book from
the shelf...its stated Mozart what what larh...
haha...as if we were talkin abt music huh...
inside all music notes sey...
hehe...he got so frust with me and we got out of the library...
he sae me noti sey..hehe...

Then we went to the rooftop...
tot could have some romantic time together
but oh my...alort of couple sia...
walau...then got this malay couple...
this guy keep holding this gal's waist from the back...
that gal looked quite uncomfortable...can see from her
reaction larh...in my mind was, 'chi ko pek' sia this guy...
Suddenly, guess what happened, that gal rub2 her
leg to that guy's leg...
you noe, in a quite flirty manner...
haiz...this kinda gal still exist in this werld...
ya larh, not all girls are decent kay...
even guys arent decent at all...
but we cant juz blame them...
haiz....i dun think you noe what i meant...
its ok...
back to my story....
after that we went to this place where
there's rocks and the river...
we sat there....and we talked....
but i hate yesterdae...
i hate it...
i hate my conversation with him....
i hate him yesterdae....
i hate myself fer trusting him....
Argh!!!!!

But then, everything was quite alrite after that....
i was late coz i reached bt panjang at 11pm when Rafi sent me...
Rafi went to my door step with me...
coz he wana talk to my dad...
he rang the door bell but my dad didnt answer...
haiz...i then went inside alone....
i got a great scolding...
and my dad told me that i can onli mit him once a month!!
he nearly confiscate my hp tau!
haiz....wadeva it is, this is my plan, i will show a gd atitude
at hm...dun care larh if my dad scold me or what...
as long as my parents will think that im gd, then they will
allow me to mit Rafi more often...hee...

we will still be together sayang...
after yesterdae, i think that i love you more...
i duno what hapen to me todae..
but i keep thinking abt you...
the feeling of 'gona lose you' is there...

Oh God...Plz give me strength...
i dun nid my own legs to stand....
as long as there's reali somebody
who's willing to love me....
Will Never Leave Me..
not juz giving me empty promises...
but a reali true love....

rafi..please be mine....todae and tomorrow...