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Tuesday, August 29, 2006 @ 5:45 PM

HAPPY 14TH MONTH
ANNIVERSARY SAYANG....

@ 5:15 PM

RONALDO....!!
Hehe...
fer fun..juz to make me smile....
he's my fav Football Player!
But Brazil LoSt......
Useless larh you all.....

@ 4:46 PM

Todae's 29th...
And its Me and Rafi's 14th Month Anniversary...
We've been together and we decided to get married!

haha...lol....Noo larh...
how can i get married now?
PReliM Tak LePas NaK KawIn!
hehex....
hmm....he's wished me first last nite...
i sleep redy....
but that's what he did every month...
he's been the first to wish...
including our first month together...
hmm...he's the first guy whom i love aloort....
he's the first guy who tease me alort...
he's the first guy who would make me
jump up and down...
he's the first guy who makes me cry of happiness...
he's the most sweetest guy i ever met!
he's also the first guy who oredy met my family
and relatives....

we went thru ups and downs,
centre front and back!
wadeva he do, i'll still love and admire his wae..
i wouldnt wana leave him....
letting go the guy whom i reali love...

haiz....now, he noes me better..and he sae
that he noe me 100% redy....
hehe...i oso what! hahax...

hmm...My dear Rafi...hope we can
kekal forever...(forget abt the language)
Dun Leave me kae...
plz..plz...plz....
hehex....

kk...da malas....

Monday, August 28, 2006 @ 3:35 PM

hei hei hei...
been sick many many daes...
its because of the whether lor...
haiz... Rafi's sill the same...Still as sweet as ever...

but todae i feel reali down...
duno what to do...or maybe i duno why...

went to esplanade with him yesterdae..
it nice...we went to the Spore River...
Then went inside the esplanade library...
haha...we feel so weird when everyone was staring at us...
as if they were so quiet!
Macam Paham! That's what he oways saes...hehe...
we duno what to do, so i took one of the book from
the shelf...its stated Mozart what what larh...
haha...as if we were talkin abt music huh...
inside all music notes sey...
hehe...he got so frust with me and we got out of the library...
he sae me noti sey..hehe...

Then we went to the rooftop...
tot could have some romantic time together
but oh my...alort of couple sia...
walau...then got this malay couple...
this guy keep holding this gal's waist from the back...
that gal looked quite uncomfortable...can see from her
reaction larh...in my mind was, 'chi ko pek' sia this guy...
Suddenly, guess what happened, that gal rub2 her
leg to that guy's leg...
you noe, in a quite flirty manner...
haiz...this kinda gal still exist in this werld...
ya larh, not all girls are decent kay...
even guys arent decent at all...
but we cant juz blame them...
haiz....i dun think you noe what i meant...
its ok...
back to my story....
after that we went to this place where
there's rocks and the river...
we sat there....and we talked....
but i hate yesterdae...
i hate it...
i hate my conversation with him....
i hate him yesterdae....
i hate myself fer trusting him....
Argh!!!!!

But then, everything was quite alrite after that....
i was late coz i reached bt panjang at 11pm when Rafi sent me...
Rafi went to my door step with me...
coz he wana talk to my dad...
he rang the door bell but my dad didnt answer...
haiz...i then went inside alone....
i got a great scolding...
and my dad told me that i can onli mit him once a month!!
he nearly confiscate my hp tau!
haiz....wadeva it is, this is my plan, i will show a gd atitude
at hm...dun care larh if my dad scold me or what...
as long as my parents will think that im gd, then they will
allow me to mit Rafi more often...hee...

we will still be together sayang...
after yesterdae, i think that i love you more...
i duno what hapen to me todae..
but i keep thinking abt you...
the feeling of 'gona lose you' is there...

Oh God...Plz give me strength...
i dun nid my own legs to stand....
as long as there's reali somebody
who's willing to love me....
Will Never Leave Me..
not juz giving me empty promises...
but a reali true love....

rafi..please be mine....todae and tomorrow...

@ 1:42 AM

i love him fer who he is...
but must i face all this?
i dun wana let you go...
but why must this be happening?
i thought our love is true....
it is....but why must i face all this?
i have to? in order to get your love back...?
i thought im the first girl you love...
that's what you said...

but i now realise that its all your past...
i wan your love and so i have to
accept your past sincerely...

i reali love you....and will always do...
i hope we wont be separated by anything....
no one can separate us kay...
i will never leave you....

we will love each other till eternity....
i love you Dear....

@ 1:14 AM

i miss you ila....
thanks fer everything....

@ 1:01 AM

Can you be there for me till eternity?

Wednesday, August 23, 2006 @ 5:16 PM

yesterdae was me turning to 16..
hehe...went out with sis to causewae..quite mendak
it was quite fun...she bought 2 tanktop fer me...

after that i waited fer Afi at the
bustop near bt panjang plaza..
we juz had a walk and talk about how we
have been doing...
talking romantic stuffs...
hehe...and so on...
At around nite, Faisal and Ghani wish me Bdae...

BUt my Honey wish me At 0001hr..
hehe..he's the first one...
im reali hapi..and cry coz im touched
with his effort in that msg...
there were 16 candles and birthdae song
in that msg...
it must have took him a long time fer
him to finish that...no wonder he didnt let me
check his hp fer around 2weeks before
yesterdae...hehe....
he gave me a bracelet with pearls and diamonds on it...
it was reali beautiful...

he then sang me the bdae song twice...
first with my name...
and second he sang 'hapi bdae to my sayang'
i was reali touched...
thanks sayang...
you and my sis,reali make my bdae special...
hehe...i wont forget all of u....

well, have not been updating my baby bloggy fer
more than 20daes!

been buzy....duno what happen to miie....

school.....schools...schoolss.....
argh...
malay and social studies prelim just over...
next, is malay and social studis n level...
haiz...juz hope that i pass...
hope i cud get thru...
juz keep ur finger cross fer me kae...
thanks....
i lurrve all of euu.....

Thursday, August 03, 2006 @ 12:50 AM

now im inside lab..
wud lyk to sae sowie...hmm...
have been typing the rong werd or spelling sumtimes...
tried my best to edit fer some of ur understanding but
whenever i wana edit, it took such a long time!
Sowie...hmm..now waiting fer 4pm...
having MERIT rehersal ltr...haiz...
its ok...well...well...
might juz get cert but not credits...

Well...todae's me and Rafi's 400 daes anni...
havent tell him...giving him a suprise later...
gona call him and sae 'hapi 400daes anni Sayang'

hehe..later larh...he's werking now..
both our ppaid really really low...so...yah...
gona give him a suprise later...

my mom ask me to take him along to my
aunt's place fer juz friendly visit...
at Boon Lay...i went there every Saturdae...
when i told my fwens abt it, they juz sae...
'are you marrying him or sumink??'
haha...hat was funni...

hope he'll be coming...
then, will have the chance to mit him....
i love you...and will oways do....

Tuesday, August 01, 2006 @ 11:41 PM

now im inside libary...
me..Nana..Fara...and Diyana...
juz got back from assembly...
guess what, they talk abt BGR!!!
hmm...its an acting...but from this one actor i noe him...
malay...used to act at Suria..but duno what hapen to him..
i tot he's dead..well...well...actuali they are trying to tell us kids
that having relationship are juz waste of time and money..
Hei what do i care sia...im hapi and so are him...i dun need anione
to tell me what to do...everyone are rong kay...
haiz...what sud i think of? oh i dun care...study and him...
im hapi...

well, yesterdae i went to mit him...and returned library mag
at bb library..he gave me a kiss by the time i reach to him...
on the wae, there's this gal..approaching me..i didnt look
at her but i know she's following me..
she then sae that she hope that i cud donate fer the unfortunate
ones..not juz in S'pore but oso frm the whole wide world..
im juz saying to myself..'oh well, fine..fine..i'll donate'
juz when i walk awae, i've brrn wondering..how can this ppl dare
to ask fer donation when they are dressed like that??
She dressed like a Minah...BUt 'Minah Murah' ah...
Haiz...
well...I bought Sushi at Bt Batok shop 'N' save...
i gave Rafi our 13th month present..
wich was veri late redy...
i gave him my pic, choc and small cute candles...

then, we bought hp keychain with our pics on it...
we bought the same one...
hehe..thats sweet...juz the time to go hm, we had
some conflicts...haiz...Long...long...story...
hehe...its sweet but sad...we talk things out when i git hm...
we talked on the fone...and
everything juz got better...

That's all guys...
I love you Rafi...
and will oways do...