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Tuesday, May 30, 2006 @ 8:49 PM
Antara gadis yang ku temui
Kau saja kini dalam renungan
Mungkin kerana dengan senyuman
Terpegun diriku ...
Ketika bayu mencium pipi
Suria pula terasa hati
Kerana dikau sungguh rupawan
Terpaku diriku ...
Mengapakah kau melangkah pergi
Ketika ku masih perlu
Menatap wajahmu kali akhir
Dan lantas menyelam rindu
Antara bebunga yang menyeri hidup
Kau jadi ratu
Antara delima yang menyinar lama
Kau berkilauan ...
Kau saja kini dalam renungan
Mungkin kerana dengan senyuman
Terpegun diriku ...
Ketika bayu mencium pipi
Suria pula terasa hati
Kerana dikau sungguh rupawan
Terpaku diriku ...
Mengapakah kau melangkah pergi
Ketika ku masih perlu
Menatap wajahmu kali akhir
Dan lantas menyelam rindu
Antara bebunga yang menyeri hidup
Kau jadi ratu
Antara delima yang menyinar lama
Kau berkilauan ...
@ 8:46 PM
Tiada apa yang dapat kurasakan
Selain dari cintaku padamu
Tiada lafaz sendu yang terindah
Yang dapat ku gambarkan padamu
Bersama janji kita padukan
Seindah rindu yang dirasakan
Iringan bayu senja yang bertiup
Membisikkan cintaku padamu
Mengapakah perpisahan
Terjadi dalam cintaku
Ketika ku memerlukan kasihmu
Bandar Tasik Selatan
Mencermin kenangan syahdu
Berderai airmata piluku
Mengapakah perpisahan
Terjadi dalam cintaku
Ketika ku memerlukan kasihmu
Bagaikan dedaun layu
Yang gugur kekeringan
Dahaga mengharapkan rindumu
Senyum tangis sendamu
Sentiasa di hatiku
Namun kini kau tiada bersama
Oh! Berikanku sinaran
Agar dapat ku tempuh
Perjalanan hidupku
Bandar Tasik Selatan
Mencermin kenangan syahdu
Berderai airmata piluku
Selain dari cintaku padamu
Tiada lafaz sendu yang terindah
Yang dapat ku gambarkan padamu
Bersama janji kita padukan
Seindah rindu yang dirasakan
Iringan bayu senja yang bertiup
Membisikkan cintaku padamu
Mengapakah perpisahan
Terjadi dalam cintaku
Ketika ku memerlukan kasihmu
Bandar Tasik Selatan
Mencermin kenangan syahdu
Berderai airmata piluku
Mengapakah perpisahan
Terjadi dalam cintaku
Ketika ku memerlukan kasihmu
Bagaikan dedaun layu
Yang gugur kekeringan
Dahaga mengharapkan rindumu
Senyum tangis sendamu
Sentiasa di hatiku
Namun kini kau tiada bersama
Oh! Berikanku sinaran
Agar dapat ku tempuh
Perjalanan hidupku
Bandar Tasik Selatan
Mencermin kenangan syahdu
Berderai airmata piluku
@ 8:26 PM
hey Bloggy...
now inside Lab...Remedial cancelled
so....
Me, Nana, Diyana and Fara
decided to juz rod in here...
Holidae's here but im being GROUNDED!!!!
My dad saes that i have to bring along my mom
if i wana go anywhere...
but i kinda of dun reali like that idea....
not that im embarrased, but i nid some time
of my own...
with Nana, other fwens,
and rafi././.
i dun wan my life to be like this..
i hate it yarrr...
and guess what idea my dad plan fer me...
if i were to mit Nana or Diyana outside,
they have to see my dad first!!
i dun want this!!!
now inside Lab...Remedial cancelled
so....
Me, Nana, Diyana and Fara
decided to juz rod in here...
Holidae's here but im being GROUNDED!!!!
My dad saes that i have to bring along my mom
if i wana go anywhere...
but i kinda of dun reali like that idea....
not that im embarrased, but i nid some time
of my own...
with Nana, other fwens,
and rafi././.
i dun wan my life to be like this..
i hate it yarrr...
and guess what idea my dad plan fer me...
if i were to mit Nana or Diyana outside,
they have to see my dad first!!
i dun want this!!!
Saturday, May 27, 2006 @ 11:32 PM
What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there
What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word
It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word
What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word
@ 11:24 PM
hmph!
now in library...with my sis and Bro...
kecoh2 siol masok library...
haha...kate library Toa Payoh...
not much time, but im quite bz with skul werk
and tired with SYF training...
k gtg...
be blogging more...
ciaoz!!!!
now in library...with my sis and Bro...
kecoh2 siol masok library...
haha...kate library Toa Payoh...
not much time, but im quite bz with skul werk
and tired with SYF training...
k gtg...
be blogging more...
ciaoz!!!!
Tuesday, May 23, 2006 @ 10:55 PM
Kau umpama bunga
yang mekar di hatiku
Ku harap kau mekarlah
selama-lamanya
Kau umpama bintang
menyinari hidupku
Ku harap kau
terus bersinar
Di ketika kau
Perlukan aku
Sentiasa aku
Ada di sisimu
Di ketika
Rindu padamu
Terasa cinta
Semakin dalam
Sayang
Kasihku abadi
Cintamu mekar
Di hati ini
Kau dalam ingatan
Di sepanjang hayatku
Demi teguhnya cinta
Selama-lamanya
yang mekar di hatiku
Ku harap kau mekarlah
selama-lamanya
Kau umpama bintang
menyinari hidupku
Ku harap kau
terus bersinar
Di ketika kau
Perlukan aku
Sentiasa aku
Ada di sisimu
Di ketika
Rindu padamu
Terasa cinta
Semakin dalam
Sayang
Kasihku abadi
Cintamu mekar
Di hati ini
Kau dalam ingatan
Di sepanjang hayatku
Demi teguhnya cinta
Selama-lamanya
@ 10:52 PM
Dikau pernah berkata
Akulah segalanya
Tanpaku tak mungkin kau bahagia
Namun di sebaliknya
Setelah ku percaya
Kau bersikap dinginku terpinga
Andai kau pergi
Hilanglah arahku
Jangan kau pergi
Usah kau pergi
Andai kau pergi hampir pasti
Berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku
Dengan sepenuh cinta
Daku tanam di dada
Dengan harapan terbina istana
Apakah di mindamu
Mengapa kau membisu
Hanya katakan kau masih menyinta
Ku tak mengerti
Mengapa kau bersikap sebegitu
Andainya
Kau tahu hatiku
Betapa penuh di dada menyintamu
SayangKu masih tidak mengerti
Ke manakah hilangnya cintamu
Jiwaku resah dan sepi
Andainya kau pergi
Akulah segalanya
Tanpaku tak mungkin kau bahagia
Namun di sebaliknya
Setelah ku percaya
Kau bersikap dinginku terpinga
Andai kau pergi
Hilanglah arahku
Jangan kau pergi
Usah kau pergi
Andai kau pergi hampir pasti
Berteman pilu sepanjang hayatku
Dengan sepenuh cinta
Daku tanam di dada
Dengan harapan terbina istana
Apakah di mindamu
Mengapa kau membisu
Hanya katakan kau masih menyinta
Ku tak mengerti
Mengapa kau bersikap sebegitu
Andainya
Kau tahu hatiku
Betapa penuh di dada menyintamu
SayangKu masih tidak mengerti
Ke manakah hilangnya cintamu
Jiwaku resah dan sepi
Andainya kau pergi
Sunday, May 21, 2006 @ 10:29 PM
hey...have not been
updating my blog fer berry2 long...
haha...Nana got blog redy...
hehe...i used to be one rushing fer
the library...but now, it's her!
haha...
check out fer her kay...
jealous you noe when i looked
at her's....
alah! im always jealous when
looking at ppl's blog...
updating my blog fer berry2 long...
haha...Nana got blog redy...
hehe...i used to be one rushing fer
the library...but now, it's her!
haha...
check out fer her kay...
jealous you noe when i looked
at her's....
alah! im always jealous when
looking at ppl's blog...
Sunday, May 14, 2006 @ 11:48 PM
hmmm.
now rafi's ok...
im not okae...with my sis like that....
against me all those...i hate to live...
even rafi refuse to listen to me when i tok abt
my sis...
haiz...
this is life...oways unfair....
going camp this sundae...
and i tot of miting him after im back...
he'll probably stop werking by then..
take care yah Honey...
love you loads!!!
now rafi's ok...
im not okae...with my sis like that....
against me all those...i hate to live...
even rafi refuse to listen to me when i tok abt
my sis...
haiz...
this is life...oways unfair....
going camp this sundae...
and i tot of miting him after im back...
he'll probably stop werking by then..
take care yah Honey...
love you loads!!!
@ 11:45 PM
Kita tempuh segala rintangan
Kecundang jua menimpa
Kita telah mencuba segala
Namun tewas akhirnya
Putus tak bisa disambung
Kusut tak terhurai
Hilang tak bisa diganti
Patah kekeringan
Cinta terlarang bagai terbuang
Dalam rimba yang gelap
Dan penuh duri
Mestikah aku meratap
Membinasakan diriku
Atau ku biar sajaIa berlalu
Sentuhan kali terakhir
Abadi dalam hatiku
Tak dapat ku menghalang
Perpisahan ini
Kecundang jua menimpa
Kita telah mencuba segala
Namun tewas akhirnya
Putus tak bisa disambung
Kusut tak terhurai
Hilang tak bisa diganti
Patah kekeringan
Cinta terlarang bagai terbuang
Dalam rimba yang gelap
Dan penuh duri
Mestikah aku meratap
Membinasakan diriku
Atau ku biar sajaIa berlalu
Sentuhan kali terakhir
Abadi dalam hatiku
Tak dapat ku menghalang
Perpisahan ini
Thursday, May 11, 2006 @ 12:23 AM
haiz...
now inside Library again...
but at bt panjang...
juz met rafi...
he have to leave by 2pm..
werking...
i like it when he's werkin...
at the least, he got sumtink to do...
rather than hangout somewhere...
hmph!
Sowie dear, do you think i talk bad abt you?
hmm...while waiting fer rafi to change just now,
i waited fer him at the void deck...
while waiting,
i ate Mars Choc and drank Ice lemon tea
bought by him...
Then his sister came with skul uniform...
i was quite suprise...
hapi at least got fwen to sit with...
but then,
HA KAU,
all her fwens came...
they looked quite fwenly larh...
all smile at me...
they ask Rafi's sis hu's THIS?!
im her bro's gal!!!
then they keep asking abt rafi...
i was quite jealous at first...
but then,
im ok...when rafi came with him charmed face..
take me off and gave me jelly...
nice sia...
he sae that jelly usually people made at mosque...
During Ramadhan...
i ate it all up...
hehe...
that's all happened todae...
in library todae,
i saw rafi's fwen, amadil...
tot of saying hi...
shy sia...
there's goes notink...
now inside Library again...
but at bt panjang...
juz met rafi...
he have to leave by 2pm..
werking...
i like it when he's werkin...
at the least, he got sumtink to do...
rather than hangout somewhere...
hmph!
Sowie dear, do you think i talk bad abt you?
hmm...while waiting fer rafi to change just now,
i waited fer him at the void deck...
while waiting,
i ate Mars Choc and drank Ice lemon tea
bought by him...
Then his sister came with skul uniform...
i was quite suprise...
hapi at least got fwen to sit with...
but then,
HA KAU,
all her fwens came...
they looked quite fwenly larh...
all smile at me...
they ask Rafi's sis hu's THIS?!
im her bro's gal!!!
then they keep asking abt rafi...
i was quite jealous at first...
but then,
im ok...when rafi came with him charmed face..
take me off and gave me jelly...
nice sia...
he sae that jelly usually people made at mosque...
During Ramadhan...
i ate it all up...
hehe...
that's all happened todae...
in library todae,
i saw rafi's fwen, amadil...
tot of saying hi...
shy sia...
there's goes notink...
@ 12:17 AM
Di mata mu mencermin kan rindu
Di mata mu adalah kenyataan
Aku tenggelam dalam lautan kasih sayangmu
Tak mungkin akan ku lepaskan ikatan ini
Mendung hitam adalah semalam
Silau mata dari kilauan cinta
Hati ku ini sayang tak mungkin berubah
Selagi kau berpegang teguh pada janji
Setiap kata yang terucap
Setiap nada yang tercipta
Hanyalah untuk mu
Satu tak terpisah
Seribu tahun takkan mungkin
Bisa menghuraikan sebuah
Cinta yang kau beri
Untuk diriku yang pilu
Di mata mu adalah kenyataan
Aku tenggelam dalam lautan kasih sayangmu
Tak mungkin akan ku lepaskan ikatan ini
Mendung hitam adalah semalam
Silau mata dari kilauan cinta
Hati ku ini sayang tak mungkin berubah
Selagi kau berpegang teguh pada janji
Setiap kata yang terucap
Setiap nada yang tercipta
Hanyalah untuk mu
Satu tak terpisah
Seribu tahun takkan mungkin
Bisa menghuraikan sebuah
Cinta yang kau beri
Untuk diriku yang pilu
@ 12:15 AM
Di lingkaran diamku termanggu
Terkenangkan kembali
Saat indah aku bersamamu
Dibelai cinta suci
Sewaktu kelukaan hatiku
Kau datang dan memberi
Taburan bungan cinta sucimu
Harum subur dihati
Tapi kini kau pergi
Tinggalkan aku sendiri
Mengusir sepi,
mengusir rindu
Terpisah selama-lamanya
Kau pergi dariku
Titisan airmata dipipiku
Memanjat doa suci
Saat indah aku bersamamu
Masih tetap di hati
Cintaku masih untukmu
Rinduku masih padamu
Biarpun kita terpisah jiwa
Namamu tetap dikalbu
Kusemadikan cintaku
Didalam doa kudusku
Kepada Tuhan aku meminta
Damailah engkau di sana
Mengadap Tuhan
yang Maha Esa
Terkenangkan kembali
Saat indah aku bersamamu
Dibelai cinta suci
Sewaktu kelukaan hatiku
Kau datang dan memberi
Taburan bungan cinta sucimu
Harum subur dihati
Tapi kini kau pergi
Tinggalkan aku sendiri
Mengusir sepi,
mengusir rindu
Terpisah selama-lamanya
Kau pergi dariku
Titisan airmata dipipiku
Memanjat doa suci
Saat indah aku bersamamu
Masih tetap di hati
Cintaku masih untukmu
Rinduku masih padamu
Biarpun kita terpisah jiwa
Namamu tetap dikalbu
Kusemadikan cintaku
Didalam doa kudusku
Kepada Tuhan aku meminta
Damailah engkau di sana
Mengadap Tuhan
yang Maha Esa
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 @ 8:44 PM
hmph...
been putting malay lyrics all along...
sowie guys...
duno wassup with me...
im in library all alone...
Rafi's LATE!!!!!
and i hate it everytime he's late...
Nape you lambat nie?????
hmph...
life now,
juz finish my mid-year...
and guess what,
it sucks!!!
horrible, trouble and vegetable!!
Help me god....
Now i no need to attend NP animore,
step down liao...
but still have to be active in camps and stuffs...
those kids have to bother me again,
as there will be NCO coures camp cumin up...
Next fridae...but with my hair color,
i have to hide!!!
what to do, spray larh...
haiz.....
pray fer me yah.....!!!
been putting malay lyrics all along...
sowie guys...
duno wassup with me...
im in library all alone...
Rafi's LATE!!!!!
and i hate it everytime he's late...
Nape you lambat nie?????
hmph...
life now,
juz finish my mid-year...
and guess what,
it sucks!!!
horrible, trouble and vegetable!!
Help me god....
Now i no need to attend NP animore,
step down liao...
but still have to be active in camps and stuffs...
those kids have to bother me again,
as there will be NCO coures camp cumin up...
Next fridae...but with my hair color,
i have to hide!!!
what to do, spray larh...
haiz.....
pray fer me yah.....!!!
Wednesday, May 03, 2006 @ 2:42 AM
Tiara... menggamit kenangan zaman persekolahan
Tiara... ku mimpi kita bersanding atas kayangan
Seakan bisa kusentuh peristiwa semalam
Di malam pesta engkau bisikkan
Kata azimat di telinga
Kita... terpaksa berpisah untuk mencari arah
Kita... dipukul ombak hidup alam yang nyata
Engkau jauh meniti puncak menara gading
Yang menjanjikan hidup sempurna
Tapi aku hanya tunduk ke bumi
Hidup tertekan
Jika kau bertemu aku begini
Berlumpur tubuh dan keringat membasah bumi
Di penjara terkurung terhukum
Hanya bertemankan sepi
Bisakah kau menghargai
Cintaku yang suci ini..
Tiara... pedihnya
Dapatkah kau merasakan...
Bisakah, masih bisakah
Engkau hargai cintaku lagi
Tiara pedihnya dapatkah kau merasakan
Tiara pedihnya dapatkah kau merasakannya..
Tiara... ku mimpi kita bersanding atas kayangan
Seakan bisa kusentuh peristiwa semalam
Di malam pesta engkau bisikkan
Kata azimat di telinga
Kita... terpaksa berpisah untuk mencari arah
Kita... dipukul ombak hidup alam yang nyata
Engkau jauh meniti puncak menara gading
Yang menjanjikan hidup sempurna
Tapi aku hanya tunduk ke bumi
Hidup tertekan
Jika kau bertemu aku begini
Berlumpur tubuh dan keringat membasah bumi
Di penjara terkurung terhukum
Hanya bertemankan sepi
Bisakah kau menghargai
Cintaku yang suci ini..
Tiara... pedihnya
Dapatkah kau merasakan...
Bisakah, masih bisakah
Engkau hargai cintaku lagi
Tiara pedihnya dapatkah kau merasakan
Tiara pedihnya dapatkah kau merasakannya..
@ 2:29 AM
hmph!
Now Rafi's back...
hapi and duno larh...
been thru hapi and bad times with him...
but i still take it as challenges...
when will all this ends?
when will i get to forget him?
i wana forget him...
get him out of ma mind....and Phuck off!!
im reali confuse rite now...
im in the middle...
why cant i choose my guy and my family in one go????
i wana both!!! PAHAM TAK???!!!
duno larh...
confuse...
Try to count the number of duno and confuse
i've written...
duno larh...confuse....
the confuse me will oways be
in the middle...
tryna choose the rite path...
but i know,
its all up to me...
to decide my own lyfe...
not him.....nor them...
i hate myself....
Now Rafi's back...
hapi and duno larh...
been thru hapi and bad times with him...
but i still take it as challenges...
when will all this ends?
when will i get to forget him?
i wana forget him...
get him out of ma mind....and Phuck off!!
im reali confuse rite now...
im in the middle...
why cant i choose my guy and my family in one go????
i wana both!!! PAHAM TAK???!!!
duno larh...
confuse...
Try to count the number of duno and confuse
i've written...
duno larh...confuse....
the confuse me will oways be
in the middle...
tryna choose the rite path...
but i know,
its all up to me...
to decide my own lyfe...
not him.....nor them...
i hate myself....
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Dangerous websites
♥Nora.
♥Dyla.
♥Elaine.
♥Zira.
♥Raisha.
♥Eza.
♥Mei Gwan.
♥Juliana.