Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 5:22 AM
hey Bloggy...Im juz back frm SYF...im sick todae!!! and i hate it!duno larh...i forgot my beret...and i juz duno what to do...feel reali depressed...im SI some more...but luckily im juz in the supporting con...haiz...reali tired todae...'COPE' quite a number of Milo and Oreo...Haha...hmph!!!2 more daes to go...simply cant wait...juz hoping fer the best...dun wish to have probs after this...My Mom, stil same...Act diff towards me...except to my sis...She's werking mah...haiz...My Beloved Dad...Still love him dae by dae...dun wish to lose him...But he's Started to show Some 'signs'Chiaos!!!
Monday, April 24, 2006 @ 9:41 PM
haiz...just finished doing Singapore Quiz...now i noe that i duno much abt Singapore..alort Sia i duno...heeee...hope to visit library more to search fer Singapore's hitory..hee...hmph!Now missing Rafi alort!Missing him lyke crazy u noe...hope cud meet him this fridae..im off to Bt batok todae..with Nana..And Anizah maybe...im buying booth jacket buttons fer ms Haryani..pity her..pregnant...hee...she's one of ma fav teacher..me, Nana and Aniza went fer her wedding last December..now she's having baby(hu's not born yet!)she told me that she suspeci it a gal...baby gal larh...hmph!duno what else...hmm..btw, Faisal...how cum you're bso busy nowadaes...sejak keje nie...makin sibok plak kiter tgk awak nie...kla...be blogging again yarrr....
Friday, April 21, 2006 @ 12:21 AM
Kau umpama bungayang mekar di hatikuKu harap kau mekarlahselama-lamanyaKau umpama bintangmenyinari hidupkuKu harap kauterus bersinarDi ketika kauPerlukan akuSentiasa akuAda di sisimuDi ketikaRindu padamuTerasa cintaSemakin dalamSayangKasihku abadiCintamu mekarDi hati iniKau dalam ingatanDi sepanjang hayatkuDemi teguhnya cintaSelama-lamanya
Thursday, April 20, 2006 @ 11:24 PM
hey...Now inside lab..
having Remedial...Geog..
its been a hot dae.. so drink alot of water kay..
if you're feeling rather warm like me...
hmm...actuali after remedial suppose to
go hospital with Nana..visit her childhood fwen..
Hidayah...She's Sick...Cant tell you what..
She's not close to me aniwae...
hmm...I've been keeping Rafi's Photo save and sound
in my handbook...Betta keep it yah..hee..
(kalo tak simpan,merana badan tau)hehe...
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @ 11:53 PM
Mengapa aku tak dapat melupakanmuAntara perjalananSuci menangkap waktuMembuat aku rinduBukannya aku tewas dalam perjuanganMembelai impianSebentar tadi akuLihat sinar matamuMeronai garis-garis kesetiaanSemakin kelam dan amat panjangBagaimana aku hendak melupakanmuDalam keheningan pagi sering bertemuUntuk esok biarlah ia berlaluLantas membuang mata fikirkuDalam kenangan begitu payah melupakanmuMungkin untuk selama-lamanyaJadilah aku pengingat yang setiaSetelah aku tahuAku hanya seranggaDi taman belantara
@ 11:47 PM
hmm....Now being tired every Single dae...NPCC every Single dae..i reali hope all this wud end...fast..My OC told me that after Speech Dae,we Sec4s will not need to come fer NP animore..Relax...Yeh!!But now, juz waiting Rafi to Come back..And be by ma side back..After that,everythink will be complete..i got my mom, dad,My fwens , my abang angkat,And ma guy...hehe...Hapi seh.....Wish me luck...End of this month, will be our 10th month...!!
@ 11:37 PM
Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mataYang bergeloraHati ditaman berbungaSatu impian satu harapanSudah pasti ada sebaliknyaSatu rahsiaEngkau di mataku adalah cahayaPerjalanan kuTerang menyuluh segalaYang tersembunyiLama kucariSudah pasti ada jawapannyaKemungkinan ituDatang hampir senja sedang akuMerangkak dan kehausan cinta ituKau hulur tangan muMembawa ku ke atas semulaBerdoalah aku kesyukuranTercantum cinta jadi satuBiar ku tebus segalanyaAgar di teman cinta yang suci itu
@ 11:34 PM
Dia insan pertama yang bertahta
Dia insan pertama yang ku cinta
Dia pernah membuat ku bahagia
Dia yang mengajarku
Tentang erti rindu
Dia yang dulu pernah ku sanjungi
Pergi seingga kini tak berganti
Hilang dari pandangan hidup ini
Membawa luka pedih tak terperi
Tiada ku duga
Permulaan yang jernih
Menjadi keruh dengan tiba-tiba
Bisa rintangan antaraku dan dia
Cinta terlarang oleh orang tua
Kini terkilan sungguh rasa hati
Dia tak pernah lagi ku temui
Dia ku abadikan dalam jiwa
Terima kasih atas segalanya
Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 4:23 AM
Now im at Bukit Batok library...i feel like crying Sia...juz the time when i step to this place...Rafi and Me..My eyes still searching fer him..eventhough i noe that he's not gona be there...i stand at the place where he usually waited fer me...i took the same entrance where we usually took...i walked the same path...i even sat at the same place where we sat...at the library...Sayang...i nak tu sume balek...we wont leave each other again...PROMISED...----<@
@ 4:17 AM
hmm...bloggy...i duno whats my feelings now...am i hapi?hmm..well,of coz im hapi..rafi's gona be back...and be with me juz like old times..but..haiz...what if he change?he wun love me anymore..and i wun be as hapi like before...he lurve me larh...REalI!!he send letter to his sis to tell me,send him a letter..yeah!! im gona send it!i dun care...hu cares abt me anywae?huh?you? or you?No!!
@ 4:02 AM
Ketawa dan airmata Itu sebenarnya cinta Kalau kau sedih pasti ku rasa Begitu sebaliknya Ku senang engkau cemburu Itu tanda kau sayangiku Baru kau takut kehilanganku Begitu juga aku Ku juga suka bila kau curiga Itu mengajarku erti setia Apa pun sikapmu aku terima Asalkan ada kebaikan Walaupun sering kau ku tinggalkan Itu tiada bermakna Kau ku abaikan Memang sesekali sikapmu Membuat aku jemu Hingga kau takku pedulikan Untuk menyedarkan Belum pernah ada cinta Di dalam kehidupan manusia Sepanjang masa bahagia Tanpa air mata...
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @ 4:58 AM
hmm..bloggy...i Juz seem to forget to tell yah...Last Sundae, i went to swimming...With ma Cuz, My elder cuz and her husband...Her cute tinny winnie daughter olso follow us...Nunun.. hehe...we swim2 lyke child without parents lyke that...haha...but reali what..We went to Jurong wan...go lazy pool...lazy...lazy...every 15mins, go wave pool..go play with the waves...Like stupid rite?heh...me and my bro-in-law try2 to climb up thewalls while the waves were arising...hehe..im the onli gal doin that..ah...what do i care...juz fer the fun of it rite..hmm...we tanned alot...i put on alot of tanning oil...and it reali werks!!!yai!!!!now im tanned...but my back hurts alot...i cant even carry my school bag...haiz...but im still happy...todae,morning i go skul...i realise that im not actuali tanned...but im dark!!blakE!!!haiz...im putting whitening creamfrm now onwards...SI...SI.....
@ 4:37 AM
This What You need to Do Boy ...LET ME HOLD YOUI been watching you for a minute Come through here so sweet scentedIn life girl you need me in itIM determined to win it I know what you needI know what's wrongI know how to make it tightEverything will be all rightIf yaLET ME HOLD YOUAnd Introduce you to my worldAndIntroduce you to the better side of life that you aint been seeing boyI ma show you where its at And I ma show you how to get itAll you got do is be wit it andLET ME HOLD YOUDown like a real mans supposed toI never would have approached youIf I aint have intentions on doing goodSee dude you wit is so fooledTo me boy your so coolAnd all Im asking you to do isLET ME HOLD YOUDown like a best friend and two homies in the gameWhen you cry I wanna feel your painNo Secrets , No GamesAll Excitement , Nothing PlainKeep you happyThats my aimAnd all you gotta do boy isLET ME HOLD YOUIn My arms In my mind all the time I wanna keep you right by my side till I die im gonna hold you down and make sure everything is right wit you You can never go wrong if you LET ME HOLD YOUDown like a real friends supposed to im trying to show you the life of somebody like you should be livingOOOooHHhh Baby Baby You could never go wrong If you let me hold youI ma Keep you up on whats popping and shake you fresh to deathWhen we hit the mall we can ball till theres no more leftI know you aint used to it but you gon get used to it'Cause that's the only way im a do you and justLET ME HOLD YOUAll my hommies think Im tripping cause I got you a padSee they just mad cause they aint get you They aint get youSCORPIO is your sign and girl your so fineAnd i would do whatever in no timeLET ME HOLD YOUNo ShineIts what your coming with but I ma change all thatRearrange thatPut you in the range all blackWith the rims to match Phone attached TVs in the backHow you gon say no to that? HuhLET ME HOLD YOUNiggasLook at me like now here you goReally bout to blow some doesBut ain't nobody did it before so why is you so go hold itCause I believe this was meant to beI just gotta work at it Like a crack addict up in rehabIn My arms In my mind all the time I wanna keep you right by my side till I die im gonna hold you down and make sure everything is right wit you You can never go wrong if you LET ME HOLD YOUDown like a real friends supposed to im trying to show you the life of somebody like you shouldbe livingOOOooHHhh Baby Baby You could never go wrong If you let me hold youDown down aroundAtlanta Lanta FahFound And everybody know now what Im tryna doI say Down down aroundAtlanta Lanta Fah FoundIm just tryna get you toLET ME HOLD YOUDown down aroundAtlanta Lanta Fah FoundAnd everybody know now what Im tryna doI say Down down aroundAtlanta Lanta Fah FoundIm just tryna get you toLET ME HOLD YOU
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 10:08 PM
I might've been hurt, ****That ain't no liei seen them all come and go,you remember i told youThat it made me believe in Mo***, no cryMaybe that's whyEvery little thing you doNever seem enough for mei don't wana lose it againBut you not like themwhen i finallyGet **** somebodyGuesswhat, It;s gonna be youI've got no choice,**** But to move on, i knowThere ain't no time to waste, I're just too blind, to seeBut in the end i know it's gonna be youI can't denySo tell me why...
@ 10:03 PM
Hey..Todae's Mondae..Next saturdae, Speech Dae..Next-next Week, Rafi will be back!!Im so hapi yet Worried..What if he Changed?
@ 9:58 PM
hmm...bloggy...now seem sad...Raiha is leading a saddy lyfe...Full of sadness...My sis making prob at home..i dun feel belong at home...been alone all along..My ppaid runnin low..Class alotz...Mid-Year Cumin...Speech Dae cumin...SYF trainin evry week...Argh!!I hate my life Now...
Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 5:31 AM
You make me think of you,Dae and nite. Your face are everywhere.Your smiles motivates me,and your voice juz keep me going.Helping me to move on,and neva give up on what i shud and shud not do..
@ 5:23 AM
Everything seems bad...Speech Dae is Cuminand my GOH is giving me shit..Like how they gave mesince the first training...They are damn lucky fergetting the GOH position in Sec2s life!But due to that good opportunity,they step on the CIs and my head..Their marching is Fucking Sucks!When marching the Stupid rifle seem to move..and i juz hate the look oftheir faces...they didntlisten to me!they dare to yawn, stretch everywhere,move about when im right infront of them..They took me as a fool...!!When 'Hentak kaki', they juzdont bother to do it together,they take it as a personal timing...BULLSHIT!!!Its Not that i hate allof you...In fact, I Love You All...But you juz dont seem to care..You showed your innocent face wheni scolded you...I Hate That....Please improve before its too late...please change...before i throw my rank, andmy drill cane on the ground,slap each of your face,and walk awae...Sae im Stupid,sae im bad...Sae im fierce,Sae im cold-hearted...I still believe it...Till now....
Thursday, April 06, 2006 @ 12:12 AM
I would rather read a bad bookRecommended by a friendThan a good bookRecommended by an enemy
@ 12:07 AM
Can Somebody explain to meWhy everybody is trying to beLiving like a celebrityDoing what they see on MTV.Ice is cool but i am looking for more,simple,you ain't got to buy nothing It's Not what i wantWe don't have to go nowhereIts not what i wantIt's not for what you gotI know you got alotNo matter what you doYou always getting HotIt's You...
@ 12:05 AM
Rafi...im missing you now,tomorrow...and forever....
@ 12:02 AM
why you have to goand make things so complicated?i see the way you're actinglike you're somebody elsegets me frustrated...
Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 11:59 PM
you don't knowhow much you mean to me..whenevr you're downyou know you can always lean on me..no matter the situationBoy Im gonna hold you down...
Tuesday, April 04, 2006 @ 11:45 PM
you must forgive one anotherJust as the Lord has forgiven youand add love, which bindsall things together in perfect unity...
@ 11:41 PM
What we leave behindis not as important ashow we have lived....
@ 11:39 PM
Saying im sorry mayrequire me to feel uncomfortable,but the problem is,simply being comfortableis getting you and me to nowhere...
@ 11:35 PM
What lies behind us,and what lies before us,are compound to what lies within us.
Monday, April 03, 2006 @ 12:06 AM
i wanted you right here with me..but i have no choice you've gotta leaveBecause my heart is braekin'with every werds Im saying'I gave up everything i hadOn something that just wouldn't lastBut I refuse to cryNo tears will fall from these
Sunday, April 02, 2006 @ 11:53 PM
blog next other time kay...
been busy...