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♥Raihah♥

August1990

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Wednesday, March 29, 2006 @ 10:40 PM

havent been blogging fer veri long...
rite? hmm... yarh...
now....
what arh...
been missing rafi alotz...
been busy with skul...
been listening to my mum alot!
and i hate it!
hee...hmm...
long time never blog, seem
to forget everytink redy...

Nazri, Sowie...
i didnt mean to write ur name there
but i juz seem to be so angri with you...
that's all...
now im okay redy...

Faisal...
duno wassup with you now...
seem so quiet since you've started werkin at
the airport...hee...

Hmm...
Nana, thank fer everythink...
been such a great fwen...
and im reali sowie abt Hidayah all that larh kay...

Rafi...
been dreaming of you every nite u noe...
u'll be with me back soon...
i reali cant wait...!
but i reali gets curious when you want to send me a letter...
i reali hope you wun sae ur laz werds to me in
that letter...
i mean like, b_ _ea_ ing u[p thingy...
kay...
i love you Dear...

Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 2:49 AM

Rafi....

im Still Waiting Here K...
I Still Love You Alot....
Still Missing You...
Still Needs You...
Still Wants You By My Side...

We Had Our Dreams Together Rite...
And I'll Make Sure That Dreams Will Come True...
I'll Still Look Fer You...
Trust Me And We'll Be Together Forever...
That's A Promise K.....

I Keep Dreaming Of You Every Night And Will
Never Fail To Wish That You'll Come Back To Me...
Be By My Side...
And We'll Hug Each Other And Never Let Go...
Till The Sun Set....

I Love You Rafi....

And Will Always Do.....

@ 2:41 AM

yesterdae...
i went to Ubin...
got ATF(adventure training facilities)
meet alot of cadets frm other schools there...
i knew them actuali...
i met Azrin and Shafiq and Johan frm Yusoff Ishak...
Niwasini frm Fajar...
And last but not least, Rafi frm Swiss Cottage...
He slim down redy...haha...

hmm...get reali stress when i got there...
flying fox...dangle duo...tunnel...so forth...
hmm...i drank a looooot of water...
got over hydrated...
hehee....
hmm...i shouted a lot...
and by the time i got to the ropes of 4 story high,
i just cried and shout 'RAFIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEE'
haha...i hold the instructors hand reali tightly...
and i juz cannot forget when i feel lyke vomiting when i taste
Ubin's water cooler...
it SUCKS!!!!

haiz...now im back here in Singapore....
Safe and Sound...
hahaha....

@ 2:32 AM

11 March to 12 March

i went to my school Annual camp...
haiz...all the cadets seems to test my patience...
but i still love all of them...esp Haron...
Haha...HarooooooNNNN...

hee...and guess what...i get to be the SI...
me and Nicholas...
Nana and Saiful are the Best Unit Cadet...
But i have to be the GOH commander on Speech day...
Argh....i tot im aredy fwee...fwee frm NP...
haiz......

Thursday, March 09, 2006 @ 3:50 AM

im missing everyone......

@ 3:34 AM

you noe i got a sis...
she keep smiling now...and i cant
figure out what..so, i decided to ask her...
ArGGGh...!!! She gota new boi...
That's Hell Yar...haha...
Hmm...i can see(by her story) that guy is quite nice...
i dun tink he's cute......or maybe he is...
hmm...but no one can compete with RAFI..
haha...maybe no...yah? hmm...
that guy is Mat Noh...
But something that make me shocked was....
she dun noe alot abt him...
what his age?'20+'
20 what? 'duno'
how many siblings? 'duno'
what's his highest qualification?'duno'
hell yah...haha...
the world seem funny....
kk...gtg....be blogging again...muacks....

Wednesday, March 08, 2006 @ 10:54 PM

hmm....im going camp this saturdae...
haiz...no weekends fer me again...
im going 'torn' in skul on Fridae..
bye Mama...
hee...
hmm...
no sleeping bag fer me..
my brader use it..
Dayat...Dayat...
hee...
Hmm...hope i njoy it...
Ciaozzz......

@ 10:52 PM

woooy...Juz got to know Faisal werk at the Airport...
That's Cool...
haha.....

@ 10:45 PM

hmm....where's everyone....
Niza..Nana...and Diyana...
Seems that we are not the same as we
used to when we are sec1..
izit bcoz we are matured that we're starting to be like this?
hmm...
haiz........
help me God...
i Love all of them and cant bear to let them go....
i dun wish to have the HatreDesperado back...
Save Me whoever you are....

@ 10:30 PM

hmmm....
Todae veri sway...
Nana lost her wallet containing $20 inside...
wooh...she save up to buy Jeans...
but it turns out to be shit...
Nana, dun wori...we'll save up together...
hmm....i juz got some links from Elaine..
She's veri helpful...And guess what...
She look like Mickey Mouse...!!
haha...-loveholic....
-peace out-

@ 10:22 PM

hmm....i juz got to noe that yesterdae only 15 person
turn up to skul...hah..our class turns up to be the least number of students..
so, the DM spotcheck our class and one of my classmate,
Jonathan, hp kena confiscate...
haiz..i reali feel guilty...
hmm...todae..many bad things hapen..
you know, fwenship stuffs...like Niza...
it's all a misunderstanding...
its all bcoz of me...
Diyana...im sowie...bcoz of me, Niza is angry at you...
i didnt mean to interfere anythink...
i juz wana help...but it turn out to be shit....
noe im blank....
haiz.....

Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @ 10:03 PM

Nana...
Diyana...

thanks fer what both of you have done fer me...
i reali love the both of you...

Nana...
even how bad i used to be...
u still accept me..
u gave me alot of support...
u still bear with me even how lazy i am...

Diyana...
we've been veri close together..
and even if u have to be with someone else...
i reali dun mind...
coz u nid times fer others too...

i wan both of you to kow that i reali love
the both of you.....

@ 9:15 PM

hmm...u have been gone fer 2 weeks redy...
and now im missing u alot...
reali alot...
i wish u cud juz view my blog and reali believe that im waiting fer u till now...
the sun will not shine without u...
the moon will not be bright without ur hug...

when you leave,
its like my leg has been veri weak...
time is like stopping...
and i dun feel strong like how i used to wen u're still there...

u're the one who have been pushing me...
pushing me to be strong...
u're the one have been by my side..
both when smile or tears on me...

u help me to stand...
when i dun feel like living again...
thanks Rafi...
Thanks fer everything...

even how far u surf fer ur sentence...
remember this and mark my word...
i'll promised to wait fer you....

my tears and smile will always be fer you...

love you alot...
muacks....

@ 9:02 PM

11 Principles of Memory

Association
Visualisation
Outstanding
Imagination
Movement
Rhythm
Colours
Whole
Numbers
Sequence
S.E.X(sleep.eat.xercise)

see...i remembered all....!
hah...

@ 8:45 PM

hey...todae im not in skul..i skip skul...
not truancy ah! hmm.. hee...im juz back from camp..3 daes 2 nites camp..
there a hundred over of us...the 4Es and 4As...Dr Ernest Wong and Mr Ken Koh have been our lecturer...they are the best man!! we've been dirty minded all along and that's the fun of it...! we laugh a lot and i bet Ernest love us too...

He motivates us alot and he raeli make me realised(even all of us) that i have to study....its all fer maself and fer my parents to be hapi...now i noe that my mom is the most important person in my life and i wana make her hapi no matter what...NO MATTER WHAT! i think now im turning to be a good gal redy..lol! haha..true what...juz wait n see...

we've been sitting in the library fer 3 daes and thats why im not in skul todae...tired liao...
i wana spend the whole dae with my mom...love you Mama...hah...

like i was saying..Ernest is the best..he make is all cried...even the naughtiest boi cried...he make us realised how important our parents and grandparents are...my grandparents no more...
:(

and he also make us realised that we have no right to hate oye mother, our father and even hate our mom's nagging...

i love Dr Ernest wong and i hope he'll come back to be with us again....